Inevitable Grief in Not Yet, Jayette :: Not Yet Jayette Essays

Inevitable Grief in Not Yet, Jayette In the short story Not Yet, Jayette by William Boyd, Charlie, the narrator and main character, describes a day in his life, and tries to understand, what is going on with him, and where and when his life took a rung towards misery. He states It seems to me that everybody in their life is at least two people. formerly when youre a child, and once when youre an adult. Its the saddest thing. We will now try to see how this relation relates to his life, and whether or non this phenomenon can be said to be characteristic for our culture. Charlie, the main character of the short story, spends his life in Los Angeles, mostly looking at for famous people. He used to be a star himself, when he was a child, but this came to an end as soon as he reached puberty. Now he is trying to recover the glamour of his childhood, but it is ceaselessly lost to him. This leads him to the reflection mentioned to a higher place. I would argue, however, tha t he himself is not really changed. As a character, he appears never to have fully grown up. What has changed, is the post of the world towards him. His society, Hollywood, in the middle of the California of the American Dream, estimates youth above all, and maintains a childish attitude towards things. He himself, however, is excluded from the people he dreams of world with. He lives in a world of disillusionment, the wrong side of Hollywood, unitedly with all those who have never succeeded. But he has somehow keep a certain hopeful candour, which makes us pity him, as we feel he should have no hope. This has however prevented him from sinking into the total despondency of e.g. Vanessa, the cleaning woman he calls aunt . He keeps on dreaming virtually being famous, recondite and young, and he views his own existence as a kid as something close to Paradise. As I have already mentioned, he does not cope with existence like an adult. He is not able to keep his work, his fami ly has been broken to pieces, and yet, all he does is looking for the rich and famous, and dreaming about the return of his career. He is secretly proud that Jayette, the woman in the coffee-shop, has noticed him.